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秋天的誌丹，沙塵把天染成了橘紅色。
全團的人哪裡見過這麼大的陣勢，地委書記兼縣長慕希章親自開批鬥大會，劇團的每個人就像霜打了一樣，無精打采。我更像被燒的火紅的鋼，又放在冰水裡淬火一樣，他們批鬥，我蒙頭大睡，隱隱的聽著毛主席在延安文藝座談會上的講話內容。批鬥會整整開了一個月，我足足睡了一個月。
9???12?yea
s?old?i
taozhua
g?bay?bo
efo
autu
zhida
,?dt?dyed?the?sky?o
a
the?hole
egi
t?of?eole?have
eve
see
such?a?big?situatio
,?local?a
ty?sec
eta
y?a
d?u
ty?ist
ate??e
ally?held?a??to?c
iticize?the?fight,?the?t
oue?of?eve
yo
e?like?f
ost?hit?the?sa,?listless?i?as?o
e?like?a
edhot?steel?bei
g?bu
ed?a
d?e
ched?i
ice?ate
?he
they?c
iticized?,?i?slet?ith?y?head?ve
ed?a
d?liste
ed?to?chai
a
aos?seech?at?the?ya
a
fo
u?o
lite
atu
e?a
d?a
t?the??sted?a?hole?o
th,?a
d?i?slet?fo
a?hole?o
th
開會得出的結果是，打人的全是共青團員，得到的懲罰是全團下放農村勞動改造一個月！
我被分到桃莊灣下鄉勞動改造，同當地的農民同吃，同住，同勞動！吃的小米酸菜，住的有蠍子的窯洞，在零下26度的環境下修梯田。晚上，老師在窯洞的炕上演戲，一包紅糖，隻記得有一句，窟窿小了不補，大了尺五。清晨，我在窯洞前麵倒立練功，一雙手在零下26度的凍土地上挺立著身體，兩分鐘，我便大汗淋漓，手卻是麻木的，離開地麵的時候，一雙手印印在地上，是深紅的色彩。
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u
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o
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o
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