自力更生12上班！
秦腔樂隊的板胡永遠看不起二胡，可是二胡在秦腔裡的表現的是靈魂。你聽，當戲的音樂過門時，二胡拉的是優美，是溫柔，是秦人的善良！
有一天，二胡老師孟老師叫我在他的跟前，聽一曲豫北敘事曲，如女人的哭泣，抽搐著，輕輕的哭泣，把人的腸子要哭斷的聲音！我被震撼，我暗暗發誓，總有一天我要用手風琴拉出這個曲子！因為這個曲子用音樂表現了劇團我們艱辛，困苦，掙紮，歡樂和悲哀。
改革開放像春風，吹開了劇團每個人的夢想。有跑到西藏掙錢的美工畫師，有嫁到長安的幸福媒旦，有鑽到女人堆裡色情無限，有跑到鄉下文化站看書諞閒傳。
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孟老師便領著老婆小霞過年前回到西安孟家村，全家看著漫天大雪，家徒四壁，唯一值錢的竟然是在誌丹購置的杜麗木案板！可能值幾十塊錢。沒錢吃飯，沒有生機，小霞輕輕的問孟老師一聲，隔壁過白事，想請個吹鼓手，咱去不？孟老師想都沒想，一個字，去！
拿起嗩呐便一個秦腔曲牌哭黃天！吹的是驚天地泣鬼神！給主家當哭手也能掙錢，老婆左右手拉著兒女，三個哭手趴在墳頭哭的死去活來！人家過年笑，孟家過年哭！
哭黃天，從陝北回到家鄉，美好的家一貧如洗。哭黃天！文藝工作者要當了紅白事的吹鼓手！孟老師把吹小號的功夫使出，吹出了悲哀，吹出了名氣，那一吹，吹得滿村陰氣沉沉，那一吹，吹的方圓十裡八鄉都來邀請！
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