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我考上大學那天，我的表弟得病了，得了精神病！他獨自坐在樓頂的陽台，大聲唱歌！他沒有考上大學，他是我姨媽家的驕傲，他帥氣，有才，小學時他的書法無人能比。他唯一的缺點是愛睡覺。我從外縣坐長途汽車到了姨媽家，中午十一點半了，他沒有起床！我驚訝於不知所措！
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ties?to?y?au
ts?hoe?it?as?11:30?at
oo
a
d?he?did
t?t?u!?i?at?a?loss!
清晨，五點，我用自行車把弟弟帶上，沿途的掃大街的人，拉冬瓜的大爺，就這兩個人。昏暗的街燈，總照不明我弟前進的方向！
在精神病醫院裡，小姑娘在牆上倒立，小夥子說著相聲，老爺爺望著你，盯著你，直到你自己心發毛！
給弟弟打了針，服了藥，我帶他回了西安集賢巷小學。
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looks?at?you?a
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es?at?you?u
til?you?a
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a
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jectio
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d?took?dici
e?i?took?hi?back?to?xia
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y?school
第二次見到弟弟，姨媽說讓我帶弟弟去美院玩。在美院，弟弟畫了一張靜物，出奇的好！他像極了梵高！無師自通！但是，他在美院的院子又開始了唱歌！我知道，又犯病了，便急急忙忙帶他回家了！
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e?a?still?life,?hich?as?ve
y?od!?he?looks?like?va
gh!?lea
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!?hoeve
,?he?bega
to?si
g?agai
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d?of?the?acadey?of?fi
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ts!?i?k
e?that?he?as?ill?agai
,??i?took?hi?ho?i
a?hu
y!
第三次見到弟弟，是在我新買的商品房，遇見姨媽，她神色緊張，匆匆走了，說小正在我的家附近一個療養院裡！我去了那個療養院，大門緊鎖，不得探視！從門縫裡看見一個個小房間門口都站了一個人，嘴裡個個說著神曲。我流著眼淚，極度緊張的走了！
不想，竟是永彆！
幾個月後，弟弟病重去世了！我的弟弟就這樣悄無音訊的去了！
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