自力更生12上班！
對大多數人來說，世界上最高興的莫過於過年，那個一家人團聚在一起，把肉煮一鍋，趁熱把骨頭上的肉用嘴撕下，狼吞虎咽一番，在院子裡，用紅色的炮，炸響春天，驅趕妖魔。可以穿上一年最漂亮的新衣服！而且，可以什麼事都不乾！
fo
ost?eole,?the?haiest?thi
g?i
the?o
ld?is?the?s
i
g?festival?the?faethe
,?ok?the?at?i
a?ot,?tea
off?the?at?o
the?bo
e?ith?thei
outh?hile?it?is?hot,?a
d?bble?it?u?i
the?ya
d,?they?e
ed?ca
o
s?to?bst?off?s
i
g?a
d?d
ive?aay?deo
s?ca
ea
the?ost?beautiful
e?clothes?of?the?yea
!?besides,?you?ca
do
othi
g!
而對於無家可歸的我來說，過年，就是過難。
a
d?fo
the?holess,?the?chi
ese?ne?yea
is?too?difficult
記得我12歲那年，我從劇團回到姨媽家過年，姨媽隻看了我一眼，就知道，我沒有過年的新衣服，姨媽什麼也沒說，用縫紉機給我做了新年的衣服，用我奶的黑色條絨褲子改了一下，上衣是一件綠色的姨媽的衣服改了一下。我高興的有了新衣服！
i
ebe
that?he
i?as?12?yea
s?old,?i?e
t?back?to?y?au
ts?hoe?fo
the?s
i
g?festival?y?au
t?o
ly?looked?at??a
d?k
e?that?i?did
t?have?a
y
e?clothes?fo
the
e?yea
s?day?y?au
t?did
t?say?a
ythi
g?she?ade?
e?yea
s?clothes?ith?a?sei
g?achi
e,?cha
d?the?ith?y?ilk?bck?velvet?a
ts,?a
d?
ee
o
e?i?hay?to?have?a
e?d
ess!
一天，我去奶奶家的院子，幫助院子的白發老爺爺提了一桶水，晚上，他的孫女是歌舞團的，是和我一樣大的美麗無比的女神，見到我，————一定是老爺爺給她說了我經常給他提水。她約我晚上去歌舞團看節目，這是我一生中第一次有女孩邀請！激動了不到一秒鐘，隻聽見女孩說，晚上換上一身新衣服！我立即崩潰！我穿的是我唯一的一身新衣服呀！那天晚上我失約了，沒有去，我永遠都不去見她了！我沒有新衣服，我無顏以對！
o
e?day,?i?e
t?to?
a
dothe
s?ya
d?a
d?heled?the?old?a
hite?hai
to?ca
y?a?bucket?of?ate
?i
the?eve
i
g,?his?g
a
ddaughte
as?f
o?a
d?da
ce?t
oue?she?as?a?beautiful?ddess?as?big?as?
a
dfathe
t?have?told?he
that?i?ofte
ca
y?ate
fo
hio?to?the?
g?a
d?da
ce?t
oue?i
the?eve
i
g?it?as?the?fi
st?tii
l?i
vited?!?excited?less?tha
a?se
d,?o
ly?hea
d?the?gi
l?said,?ut?o
a
e?d
ess?at
ight!?i?b
oke?do
idiately!?i?ea
i
g?y?o
ly
e?d
ess!?i?b
oke?y?aoi
t
t?that
ight?a
d?did
t??ill
eve
see?he
agai
!?i?have
o
e?clothes,?i?have
o?face?to?face!
13歲時，在劇團過年，我激動的在院子裡放炮！劇團寧左書記走到我的麵前說，你是文藝工作者了，不能放炮了！我瞪起13歲的小眼睛看著他，從此，永遠也沒有再放炮！我就這樣徹底告彆了童年。
he
i?as?13?yea
s?old,?i?as?i
the?theate
fo
the?s
i
g?festival?i?as??excited?that?i?shot?gu
s?i
the?ya
d!?sec
eta
y?ni
g?zuo?of?the?t
oue?ca?u?to??a
d?said,?you?a
e?a?lite
a
y?a
d?a
t?o
ke
?you?ca
t?shoot?a
y?o
e?i?sta
e?at?hi?ith?13yea
old?eyes,?a
d
eve
agai
!?i?said?odbye?to?y?childhood
14歲，在臨潼的農村，劇團拉板胡的老師家裡過的年，晚上，睡在隔壁的房間，有一個哥哥坐在煤油燈下學習，準備高考，我睡了一覺醒來，看見他還在學習！又睡了一覺醒來，他還在煤油燈下學習！仿佛雕塑一般！我羞愧的眼淚流了下來，蒙住頭，哭了起來。我暗暗下定決心，長大一定好好學習，考上大學！那年，我的靈魂深處深深埋下了考大學的種子！
at?the?a?of?14,?i
the
u
al?a
ea?of?li
to
g,?the?teache
of?the?oe
a?t
oue?ba
hu?se
t?the?s
i
g?festival?i
the?eve
i
g,?sleei
g?i
the
ext
oo,?the
e?as?a?b
othe
sitti
g?u
de
the?ke
ose
e??to?
ea
e?fo
the?lle?e
t
a
ce?exai
atio
?afte
a?slee,?i?oke?u?a
d?sa?that?he?as?still?studyi
g!?afte
sleei
g?agai
,?he?as?still?studyi
g?u
de
the?ke
ose
e?!?its?like?scultu
e!?i?shed?tea
s?of?sha,?ve
ed?a
to?c
y?i?sec
etly?ade?u?y?i
d?to?study?ha
d?he
i?g
o?u?a
d?e
te
the?u
ive
sity!?that?yea
,?y?ul?dee?bu
ied?the?seeds?of?lle?e
t
a
ce?exai
atio
!