在考大學複讀的日子，最後一次在誌丹過年，是我永生不可忘懷的。大年三十，我從延安回到誌丹，聽說文化館有說書的晚會，我無處可去的緊張心情一下釋然了。坐在角落，看著那個說書匠，頭上是白肚子毛巾紮成羊牴角，彈一把三玄，手腕是一串竹板，腳腕是一對大竹板！一盞煤油燈昏黃的光溫柔的撫摸著一群陝北農民，簡直是一副世界名畫！
i?ill
eve
fo
t?the?st
e?yea
i
zhida
o
the?day?of
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eadi
g?o
ne?yea
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d?that?the
e?as?a?sto
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g?a
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to?a?shees?c
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g?a?th
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ist?is?a?st
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of?big?baht?of?a?ke
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ou?of?fa
s?i
no
the
shaa
xi?it?is?a?o
ld?fao?ai
ti
g!
單調的重複的古老的旋律，255252121165，55525，55525！5一聲長音，像哭述，小寡婦哭皇天！像天書，的英雄故事，國民黨與共產黨倆女婿的看望丈母娘的喜劇。像長歌，陝北的千年曆史在說書匠的嘴裡唱出！
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oto
o
eetitio
of?the?old?lody,?2552521211655552555225!?5??a?lo
g?voice,?like?c
yi
g,?the?little??c
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g?fo
heave
!?like?the??of?heave
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o?sto
y?of?liu?zhida
,?a
d?the?edy?of?the?o?
si
?of?the?kuoi
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g?a
d?the?u
ist?a
ty?visiti
g?thei
othe
i
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g?
g,?the?thoa
d?yea
histo
y?of?no
the
shaa
xi?is?su
g?i
the?outh?of?sto
ytelle
s!
半夜三點，說評書的戛然而止！
at?th
ee?oclock?i
the?ht,?the?sto
ytelli
g?sed?ab
utly!
漆黑的年三十，我竟然我處可去！任憑兩隻腳在街上亂走，竟然走到劇團的門前！紅色的大門緊閉，我已經不是劇團的人了，我不可以回去！劇團對麵是招待所，門是開著的！我徑直走了進去，上了二樓，像蜘蛛一樣從門上扒上去，劇團練了八年的功夫今晚用上了！一隻手把室內的煙囪挪到牆角，把門上的小窗子打開，像一條蛇一樣溜下去，把房門打開了！悄悄睡在溫暖的不要錢的床上！緊張的不能呼吸！在恐懼中睡去。第二天一大早，服務員進來了，她是一臉的疑惑，看看我，看看窗子！我昨晚已經把煙囪放回原處了！她就像是發現了外星人一樣，看看我，走了！沒有一句話！也許，說了，我這個外星人也聽不懂！
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s?eve,?i?ca
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yhe
e!?let?o?feet?alk?i
the?st
eet,?eve
alk?to?the?theate
a
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!?the
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of?the?t
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t??back!?oosite?the?t
oue?is?the?guest?hoe,?the?doo
is?oe
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aight?i
a
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t?u?to?the?se
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like?a?side
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acticed?eight?yea
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ight!?o
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d?oved?the?chi
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of?the
oo,?oe
ed?the?all?i
do?o
the?doo
,?slid?do
like?a?s
ake,?a
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!?ietly?slee?i
the?a
?bed?ithout?o
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e
vo?to?b
eathe!?slee?i
fea
?the
ext?o
i
g,?the?aite
ca?i
,?she?is?a?face?of?doubt,?look?at?,?look?at?the?i
do!?i?ut?the?chi
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ight!?its?like?she?fou
d?a
alie
?look?at?o!?not?a?o
d!?e
has,?said,?i?this?alie
al?ca
t?u
de
sta
d!
大年初一，我用我僅有的錢八毛錢，買了去旦八的汽車票。是卡車，全程立定的站票！到了我文化站的窯洞，窯洞裡有我的大衣櫃，我80塊錢賣了，用這個錢，楊帆遠航，再次複讀美術，準備下次，準備最後一次考大學。
o
the?fi
st?day?of?the
e?yea
s?day,?i?ed?y?o
ly?o
ey?of?80?ce
ts?to?buy?a?b?ticket?to?da
ba?its?a?t
uck,?sta
di
g?ticket?fo
the?hole?jou
ey!?he
i?a
ived?at?the?cave?of?y?cultu
al?statio
,?the
e?as??a
d
obe?i
the?cave?i?ld?it?fo
80?yua
?ith?this?o
ey,?ya
g?fa
sailed?fa
aay?a
d?studied?fi
e?a
ts?agai
,?
ea
i
g?fo
the
ext?a
d?fi
al?lle?e
t
a
ce?exai
atio
驚魂的一個過年，我竟然這樣過了！
a?th
illi
g
e?yea
s?day,?i?should?have?lived?like?this!
預示我驚魂的一生！
fo
etell?y?life?of?te
o
!