?a?sto
e,
othi
g!?delicio
ice?is?full?of?those?ho?hel?
o?u,?ithout?the,?the
e?ould?be
o?such?od?sto
e?u!
我就讀師範，每個月有定量的飯票，不為生存操太多的心，在外麵利用周末打零工，就有了零花錢，可以大概像個大學生了！
i?study?i
a
o
al?school?i?have?a?fixed?aou
t?of?al?ticket?eve
y?o
th?i?do
t?o
y?too?uch?about?su
vival?if?i?do?odd?jobs?o
eeke
ds,?i?have?ocket?o
ey?i?ca
be?like?a?lle?stude
t!
那次上峨眉山寫生，一雙鞋子不爭氣，後邊全開了，我權當是穿了一雙拖鞋，笑哈哈的前進！
he
i?e
t?to?ei?ou
tai
fo
sketchi
g,?a?ai
of?shoes?did
t?ete?ith?each?othe
,?a
d?the?back?as?fully?oe
ed?i?should?have?o
a?ai
of?slie
s?a
d?oved?fo
a
d?ith?a?ile!
依然是無法解決的過年問題！我去了澄縣交道公社中社村，找見從小給人家當孩子的親妹妹家，石窯洞?土炕，木封箱，雪白雪白的白膜！在鍋底用麥草一烤！年三十的大雪，我用紅色的炮炸響這幸福的春天！大年初一，我替妹的養父在油庫的獨院裡睡覺，看院子，一晚掙三毛錢！無比的寂靜，無比的孤獨，無比的生無可戀！無比的無奈！無比的淒涼！我聽見遠處的炮聲，喜慶的聲音，而我，獨自一人在中社的油庫，過著我獨自一人的年。
it?is?still?a
u
lvable?ne?yea
s?
oble!?i?e
t?to?zho
gshe?vil?of?jiaoto
g?u
e?i
che
gxia
u
ty?i?fou
d?y?siste
s?ho,?hich?as?ed?as?a?child?si
ce?childhood?the
e?a
e?ea
the
ka
g?i
shiyao?cave,?oode
sealed?box?a
d?s
ohite?fil!?bake?heat?st
a?at?the?botto?of?the?ot!?o
the?30th?of
e?yea
s?day,?i?e?the
ed?ca
o
to?blo?u?this?hay?s
i
g!?o
the?fi
st?day?of
e?yea
s?day,?i?slee?i
the?si
gle?ya
d?of?the?oil?deot?fo
y?siste
s?adotive?fathe
a
d?atch?the?ya
d,?ea
i
g?30?ce
ts?a
ight!?i
a
able?sile
ce,?i
a
able?lo
eli
ess,?i
a
able?life?ca
ot?love!?i
a
able?helless!?i
a
able?detio
!?i?hea
d?the?dista
t?u
d?of?gu
fi
e,?the?u
d?of?jubitio
,?a
d?i,?alo
e?i
the?oil?deot?of?the?chi
ese?ciety,?lived?y?yea
alo
e
我猶如一塊石頭，被隨意的丟棄！
its?like?a?sto
e,?th
o
aay?at?ill!
人的一生，無論生活如何艱難，也要在一起過一個美好的年。不要離婚，不要遺棄！不要以為把孩子給彆人就完事了！不！孤獨，是世界上最嚴厲的懲罰！
eoles?life,
o?atte
ho?ha
d?life?is,?al?a
t?to?live?a?od?yea
tothe
?do
t?divo
ce,?do
t?aba
do
!?do
t?thi
k?you
e?do
e?givi
g?you
child?to?o
e?else!
o?lo
eli
ess?is?the?ost?seve
e?u
ish
t?i
the?o
ld!